It's pride month, so after a lot of thinking I came to the conclusion that I'm aroace, but still having trouble accepting myself. I went to my one friend, the closest to me and supposedly a big ally (and part) of the lgbt, and I told her how I felt about my orientation and that I need some support cause I really feel bad even within the community since "love is love" but I can't even love that way, feeling really left out and weird. My friend just told me that I haven't found the right person, I need to wait for someone so I can be happy. I stopped the conversation, but I felt worse seeing her stories on social media talking about the pride and how happy she is being part of the community. She's the only close friend I have, I've only told her and I'm most sure that not other friend of mine would even understand what it is, I don't have anyone else to trust this with. It hurts the way that I can't even explain how I feel.