I'm honestly at a point where I can't stand this shit anymore. Everyday just gets more and more depressing. Whether it's politics, state of the world or just my own stupid fucking head. I just hate everythinh now. Everyday I feel myself getting closer and closer to just wanting to kill myself so I don't have to live in this piece of shit world. Hell, in my opinion that near mass extinction event that left only 1000 people left, should have killed the rest if them. We should have gone extinct, we fucked this planet up and they're on about inhabiting another one. What so we can ruin that one as well. Honestly I just hate life. I don't know if being Autistic has to do with it or if life is just genuinely shit now but I seriously want all this shit to end. I think I may need my meds put to a higher dosage or I might end up in a mental hospital at this point. Though honestly I think it would be better than living in this free, fucked up world Sorry for the long ramblings -_-