Ive been SAd 3 times in the past 3 years and i feel like i cant talk about it anywhere. Ive never felt like any of my problems are valid. I dont feel like i can actually rant to anyone because i think my problems are so insignificant id look like a attention seeker or a idiot for it even though ive been told multiple times my problems are big. I cant take much more ive done stuff multiple times because i feel me being SAd three times was my fault and i feel pathetic and disgusted by it. I feel like i cant cope with it anymore like its all crushing me.