I’m only young and I try not to eat but I just wake up the next day and eat like a fucking fat pig. I asked my mum to buy me some gum today she bought me 3 containers without asking why. I failed not to eat today and eat all 3 meals but I just feel fat as fuck all of my friends are so perfect. One of my best friends struggles with the same stuff as I do, SH,MH and depression. Whilst my depression isn’t diagnosed I just feel it. I HATE IT. I haven’t done SH in ages but I just want to relapse but my mum saw the one on my leg and I just blamed it on my cats. They haven’t seen the one on my wrists though. If I commit I fear my best friend that I said earlier about will aswell she’s the only one keeping me going and it’s hard to carry on. Thanks for listening random internet stranger