i find myself in the same situation almost all of the time . a slobbering,loudmouth,incoherent mess that gets looks from everyone else like im fucking batshit . and its almost always due to my mom . i could go on and on forever abt her,but god im so tired of continuously going through the same thing . and she just sits back and watches like im being unreasonable but she's literally controlling every aspect of my life . its summer . i was supposed to be having fun with my bsf,but she wanted to crash the party early . with no fucking warning . and im so tired of fighting battles i didnt ask to be in . i dont know how much of her i can take . and im genuinely thinking abt ending my life .