im so done. I tried killing myself (for the third time by the way) I ended up in the hospital and then they put me in the metal ward and put me on 3 different pills for depression andxiety adhd and sleep. I feel like I'm going insane! I can't do this anymore! I just wanna die! Is that too much to ask? And when I talk about it people say, but your friends will miss you! (What friends?) But your dad will miss you! (You mean my abusive alcoholic father?) But what about your mom! (She got mad that I was cutting and when I talk to her about it she just tells me not to! She also always yells at me) but what about your siblings!? (Last night my sister told me she can't wait until I successfully commit one day and she said she hated me) there is nothing led to live for! My grades? Gone. My friends and family? I either have none, I can't trust them, they don't care or they are the reason for wanting this! I don't need more pills or 30 new doctors or therapists I WANNA DIE DAMMIT!