I hate my gender, i hate being female and i hate being a woman my fucking health is always dismissed and blamed on "periods or hormones" even when I faint everyday no one takes me seriously and I cant stomach the thought of actually liking a male because they always end up doing something weird like being racist or misogynistic and I am currently sitting on my bed, with relentless stomach acid and migraines whilst my mom and dad say its just hormones and my doctor guiltrips me, even though everything I complained about was anything but that, I got diagnosed with a blood infection, pneoumonia, tonsilitis, peptic ulcers etc: but still im never taken seriously and called dramatic because of my gender, my period lasted 20 days and it got dismissed aswell and I wss told its just s period like my fucking life doesn't matter.