I’m so tired of being this way I’m getting better but I don’t want to everything has been so crappy lately when it was supposed to be my year I’m so depressed but hey atleast I’m high functioning, my dad doesn’t understand shit about my mental health and thinks he does nothing wrong when he screams at me to go to school. Overall makimg everything worse I’m so tired of my body weight changing over and over 120-150 in a few days it’s exhausting I’ve gone through so much shit that I think I’m just numb to it by now my body has suffered so much and I just wanna put it to rest. Self harm eating disorder chronic depression horrid anxiety I’m so done with it all. I used to be happy at my house feel safe there when my dad and mom treated me like a normal person and not someone who spent time in the hospital because she couldn’t keep her shit together it’s so infuriating how my dad thinks I can’t grow out of my old habits which I have and proved to him I have but no he thinks im ignorant :c