maybe its because of this secret social media life im hiding from my parents, which is making me feel very guilty about myself and everything i do and also slowly stripping away my youthfulness and innocence of life even though i know i wont be able to hold onto it forever. but id rather keep it with me for as long as i can before i actually grow up to be an adult with adult problems and such. it’s one of the only things keeping me from peace. although i may hate it, i cant stand the thought of cutting it out of my life either, its the only way i can actually socialize and talk with my closest friends. i have no idea what to do and its killing me. i’m so childish and pathetic.