Livings hard. It really really really fucking is, I am a child why do I feel this way I know my mother doesn’t like me at least not who I am I can’t be her perfect daughter… im not even a girl anymore she would hate me if I ever came out to her. I was in fucking 4th grade I came out to her i was so nervous I was shaking I was so scared that she would scream and scream… and she did. I said to her “ mom I like girls and boys” and after that what she did was.. I would never do such a thing. She yelled and yelled and insulted me about how I am a stupid child and I don’t know what I’m talking about… it’s been years I still like girls and boys… in fact I am a boy now and I feel so much more comfortable. But she makes me want to rip off my skin so maybe then I will be good enough for her.