I screwed up big time. I haven't been to a dentist in 2 years, and frankly I do a subpar job at maintaining my dental hygiene. Today my back molar cracked badly and I am just so scared. I don't have the money or time or support network to see a dentist. I don't want to be in pain. My partner won't talk to me because she says I never accept her help and I always tell her she's doing it wrong, but I feel so alone. This is mortifying. I'm supposed to be an adult, and I can't even brush my teeth regularly. No matter what I do I always end up screwing myself over. I am a failure.