I have an illness that is threatening to take away my passions and body. My family hardly cares but I could loose my entire life to a disease before I even graduate. I'm so scared and now I no longer have a way to contact the few people actually worried about me. i don't wanna die, but I'm not sure I'll wanna live if it means I'll never get to do my hobbies, run, or act like a normal person again. I might also have to break it off with my girlfriend if I get too sick since we're both chronically ill and wouldn't be able to physically care for each other.