My mom hits me, I don't know what to do about this anymore, my dad isn't with me and sometimes it gets so bad I feel horrible, like I want to die. She always says I have to be perfect and I'm not like my sister, my sister gets away with whatever she wants, sleeping in school, skipping church anything, whereas a single absence from me is the end of the world. I'm seriously considering what would happen if I died, I wouldn't don't it already, but I'm afraid of the pain. I'm afraid of the pain my mom causes me, I'm afraid of the pain of it all, I don't know what to do anymore.
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