I dont think anyone cares for me deeply. Yes I am seeking attention right now, it is what i crave most. I long for people to have their eyes on me. Sometimes people even show interest in me, yet after a little back and forth they'll find that im awkward. Why can't I find someone to like me? Most of my friends see me as awkward too and I can tell. I am even farther from a romantic partner. Oh why can't people just give me attention? My previous vent on here didn't receive many reactions, which only made me feel worse. Just a bunch of "Hang in there!", which holds good intention but feels like shit when you just expressed how much you wish to be gone from this miserable place.
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