I’m so mad why is she good at everything and I’m not like for istem she’s also so much better like just today my teacher told me that everything with my 3d printed clock was wrong she was like “ok (my name) so there are a few problems with your clock” and then for my friend she was like “I’m so glad you made your clock so easy to print it’s like perfect!” And then when we were assembling it I put three screws on backwards and my friend is 100 steps ahead of me. Nothing is fit for me. I’m talentless. I shouldn’t exist. Also for istem we need to use this thing called fusion which doesn’t work on my laptop or my account or anything that relates to me which means even luck doesn’t like me and god probably hates me at this pointAnd it’s not just one istem lesson this has been happening since the beginning of the year. I always knew istem was just not cut out for me. I never understand what I’m doing and everyone else is going on so well. I’ve cried in almost every istem lesson