I am so tired of existing, I have people who love me and tell me that things will get better but the truth is i'm running out of hope, I keep trying everyday to do or feel better but I only ever end up dissapointing myself and others. My family recently found out about my thoughts and at first it felt like maybe I would finally get the help I so desperately crave and fear... but if anything it has only gotten worse. Its always been difficult to ask for help but now idk if I'll ever be able to reach out again. They keep telling me in dramatic and need to push through it and face reality, idk if I can keep on going like this.
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