I hate myself. I feel useless. I have health issues and I feel so useless. I hate myself so fucking much. I'm a fucking burden. I don't want to die but I don't want to be here anymore. I'm tired. I'm so fucking tired all the time. My body is my enemy. My body doesn't fucking work. I'm pretty much going to need a caretaker for the rest of my life. I told my bsf how I was feeling and she left me on read. I'm so useless. I'm useless. I hate myself. I just want to die, but I don't want to kms. My bsf just responded in a group chat but not to my private message about how I've been feeling bad. I am worthless. I'm so useless. I hate myself. I hate myself. I hate myself. I don't want to kms but I don't know if I can keep doing this. I have no future. My best friend doesn't even like me. I have no one. No one. I'm useless. I'm so useless. I should stop being a pussy and just fucking do it. My life is worthless. My body is broken and there's nothing I can do. Fuck me.