I genuinely feel like I should not be seeking for help. I look around me seeing so many other people who need more help than me, I just feel so guilty asking for help. I feel selfish. So I started to stop asking for help. I'm thankful my friends haven't realized. But they are catching on. I don't deserve help, I just want everyone else to be okay before me. It's annoying, two voices in my head saying I need help, and the other saying I don't. I don't know anymore..