I have homicidal thoughts because of men and also because of other people. I wouldn't be saying fucked up things if people left me the fuck alone. I am happier alone. Being social makes me want to murder so badly. I was social and that caused those horrific thoughts. since I have been alone my homicidal thoughts diminished but a few popped up today: It's directed at men because of their sense of entitlement. I am tired of it, and i also, it was bad and horrifying but I wasn't scared. I felt powerful and people would think i am a sociopath and or psychopath but I don't care. I love myself so much. Here it goes: I thought of cutting men dick off, their arms off and head off. I also want their legs cut off. I view men like ants because they have make comments and they want me to be friendly with them. I remember they want me to smile. It kills me. It makes me want to beat them senseless and I hate how they think they can treat me like shit. screw men.