im 13. i just read my moms journal (which i feel really bad for) and i found out she read MY journal all the way back in like feburary 2026. i was in like 6th grade. i wrote about my sh, crushes, my secret twitter account and more. she found out the sh and she tried making me do online therapy, which i cried and shut it down. now, shes making me do weekly talks with her. the third week of doing it, i never said anything, she got stern and i cried and shut myself in my room. my dad came in and i told him that having the weekly talks is making me feel stuck in the past. i stopped sh a long time ago. i was a stupid 6th grader. now i know it was an unhealthy coping skill. i know better now. i dont know what to do now. i have a few more for another few weeks. my mom said if i dont talk i might have to do actual in person therapy. and the twitter? im not allowed to have social media. and my flip phone they gave me got taken becauase i chatted w/ strangers inappropriately. idk what to do.