i suddenly started hating birthdays like i used to be soemone who would be excited 6-7 months before my bday but now its like almost 3 hours away and im crying cuz i want to dissapear for just one day that is my birthday. i hate ths sm. have i lost spark or is it about tim i realized i really hate people and being the center of attention. i feel scared and panicked like idk whats happening and why is it happening? i just hope the. day passes on qickly and nobody approaches me. i hate this feeling
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