How do people love so freely? To just kiss or touch without feeling all eyes on you. Without thinking of all the ways it can be interpreted., and what if you aren’t doing it right? Doesn’t everyone know people judge and are looking? God I hate how much that’s been installed into me. To be so much aware of how others may perceive me that I have to be to cautious of every little thing I do. How do you move so freely? How do you love so freely? To not feel so disgusting? So exposed, even in private?
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