I’m tired of feeling like death is just in the corner of my eye, looming over me waiting for me to be happy or live my life for once to strike yet again. I feel like I can’t leave cause god forbid that’s the moment it happens. I have anxiety attacks and cry myself to sleep so many times. I’m tired. I’m tired I can’t even look at our dog without thinking of death. I’m tired of doing the same thing over and over again like a sim. I don’t know how people do it. I feel like a curse.
other2 felt this