hi. i dont have anyone to tell this about but i jjst feel so tired right now. i dont have anyone either way. my bf lost feelings for me, my bsf hates me, my family doesnt give a shit. ive been struggling since i was little. ive been bullied verbally, non verbally too. ive been sa'd by my father, my ex too. they makes vurgal jokes about me. rn im struggling with mdd. and yeah, i have to face my mom with bpd and i bave to take care of my sis with autism. because shes still a kid. my mom doesnt take care of her. so does my dad. i often get hits, and mocked. wish from them that i never born. i dont want anything rn, i genuinely feel so tires. i dont have any hopes left.