My wife has a history of cheating on me. We have been married for 20 years, no kids, I love her more than my own life. She is my whole world but I can’t take the lies and paranoia and questioning reality when she inevitably gets caught and expertly gas lights the fuck out of me. I got laid off and am between jobs and we rent a shitty apartment together because life sux already. I think about running away but I would be homeless if I did, at least for a while. No family, no real friends… any advice people? I also have been thinking about snaking on a semi-auto Glock but haven’t overcome the impetus for survival just yet lol.
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