My girlfriend lost 9,000 dollars paying a lawyer to keep her parents from being deported. Her mom has cancer. She makes around 700$ a month. I’m unable to work and I make 700 a month on disability. Because of American disability laws I’m unable to have more than 30,000 dollars in savings. I don’t know what to do. We will never be able to afford a house. The job market is fucked. It’s all fucked. I have no family or friends to ask for help. Our relationship is getting more and more strained. I want to kill myself. I hate this world. I fucking hate America, I hope this place gets nuked.