Its like im dying. My whole life, my parents. Why do i feel like this? I dont want to feel like this im still young. My whole life my parents are busy working, trying to give me the perfect life. I just miss my parents. Theyre still here, i just grieve the person they used to be. Everyday, i try to search for a version they used to be. Is it too much to ask for? To ask to be loved? I hate this vulnerable feeling. I used to be so much, or atleast thats how i felt. Will there ever come light to whatever im feeling? I dont want to grow up. I want to be heard. I am so sick of letting my emotions eat me up alive