I hate living in this world that I don’t belong in. Nobody cares or gives a shit about mental health or disabilities. Every posts their bullshit talking about “Mental Health Matters” or reminders it’s this month. But when it’s inconvenient or a person shows signs of their struggles. They stop supporting. A lot of people don’t realize we can’t control some of these things. We don’t have full control over ourselves. There called disabilities and mental illnesses for a fucking reason. When is this world gonna accept us already. I’m so tired of teachers thinking I don’t pay attention or am lazy on purpose. It’s called ADHD dumb fucks I literally cannot pay attention sometimes even if I wanted to. Few weeks ago I had this shit substitute teacher that told me I’m wasting time because I didn’t know which question we were on and I calmly asked him. Also he try’s to make me feel stupid by saying “You need a calculator to solve this” when I said I was just trying to pull out my calculator.