I'm consindering killing myself soon, everything sucks. Life isn't the same and my parents are assholes to me, my mom hates everything i do, i just wanna leave her house, i'm only 14 and i don't know what to do, my friends are assholes too they don't care about me and i just don't fit in anywhere, i feel so ugly and weird, i know i am. I cry so much i'm even crying typing this, my bsf killed herself and i wanna join her, i'm no man i'm just a waste of air, thankfully my dad sends me money everybody to try and help me but my mom hates my dad and is restricing me from seeing him, i hate everyone and everything around me and i don't wanna live anymore. If i kill myself nobody would even care i don't care about highschool anymore, unless i can find a way to get out of my moms house and still live finacially well i'm just useless, i have no talent i just make music.