Recently it was my birthday which i was very excited about. I woke up, took a morning shower which i usually hated, and said bye to my mom who works in the morning. I asked her what day it was but she said it was October so and so, but didn't even say happy bday until I reminded her that it was. I also had to remind my brother. On the Sunday before my birthday my youth leader said that they will bake a cake for the following Sunday for my birthday, then they moved it to the Saturday bible study, then trashed because November already begun. During this whole eligible birthday week nobody at least sung me happy birthday, with some type of pastry with a simple candle for me to blow out. Yet they do this for my brother because I wanted him to feel special, but they didn't want my own b day to be special. It kinda hurts.