i wishmy mom and sister would understand im severely autistic.I try to tell them and they just shut me down andthey dont care im going to kill myself soon so it doesnt even matter lol but ill never make it anywhere in life without support geninuely i cant make friends i cant keep a job i want a diagnosis but i feel like im. Being dramatic yk. if i literally just had one person in my life that cared i would literally be compeltely fine but nobody cares about me no matter how hard i try and im starting to realize that the world needs me to kms. like i have to do it everyone needs me to. i cant pass a single class i cant hold a single conversation i cant do anythign and my mom repeatedly choosing the man that literally stalked her for over 20 years over her own children isnt helpign either . This is so sloppy lmao sorry