i feel horrible about being jealous that my best friend does SH and i don't, were both suicidal but she does SH and i don't, she cuts herself and often starved herself then i do and cries more than i do, i want to die before she des, because, i don't want everyones attention on her , everybody caring about her, then i'm in the back left alone, without anyone, honestly i feel like thats already happening. Im slowly losing her too. I feel ashamed of myself and it drives me crazy.
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