Because of my parents and family, they always make me feel like a nobody and always hold it against me, saying that I am worthless and that I never lead to anything good. It's frustrating. I'm spending my entire existence wondering what my potential is, because I keep living if I'm worthless... Maybe I'm a total waste of space and money or maybe I just have to get out of my environment, disappear and everything. I would like to die but not physically, coffin and funeral, die in the metaphorical sense, make the me who lives in my context die and change the air, send them to hell and change everything...
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