My head is so full of nonsense - politics and AI. And I am not knowledgeable about either. Yet, I sit there, read about it, getting mad or worried with others, pretending that all that matters. But it doesn't. Not for my life. I have bigger worries. I am so scared. So much to do, so little energy and motivation. I sometimes think that this is it and that I couldn't go on. I don't know where to find the light.