I don't love my Dad and I feel terrible about it. He's done things to me when I was younger and going through it that changed our relationship. I used to be so close with him. Now I want to love him like I should, I really really do but I can't. Ive tried and I can't. I feel bad for him, he's like a little kid and I can't give him his own child's love. For all the terrible things he's done and said he was just a scared young kid once too and I pity this angry man but I can't love him. He makes me hurt myself. He stares me in the face and urges, mocks, and insults me to do it then calls me weak and looks disgusted when I do. I hate tha
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