I’ve been planning to do it for a while now, and wanted to do a few more things before then, but tonight is the perfect chance. I don’t care to reach out to anyone anymore. My family I’m sure will hurt, and maybe my friends, my boyfriend probably won’t but once I’m gone nothing will matter and I’ll feel nothing. I’m actually quite at peace. My makeup is done and I’m in a nice outfit so when my rotting body is found, at least I’ll still look beautiful. I’m so happy I’ll be free here soon