My marriage has been over for a long time, and I’m wasting my thirties being bitter. Yet, I don’t leave him. I stay out of convenience. If I leave, I know I’ll struggle financially because we both depend on our two incomes. We don’t initiate intercourse, and there’s absolutely no affection. We’re basically roommates, and I know he knows it. He knows I’m slipping away after his several infidelities. It’s not the same anymore. We both stay, but the desire to be loved and have a happy home has gone away. When the divorce happens, I just want to be alone. I don’t ever want to remarry.