I've been working at my dad's business for 10 years now, and it's just fucking me. He goes on trips all over the world and I'm the only employee practically running the business while also having a second job because I'm trying to build my career in art. He makes me feel stupid for pursuing it. I told him I'm quitting this coming year, but I'm scared. My art career is going okay, but he's made me terrified that I'm going to fail. I can't stay working for him anymore, it's eating away at me. It feels like I am wasting my time. When I told him I was quitting, he called me stupid and jealous (because he is retired and gets to travel). I am not jealous, and it makes me question if my father really loves me or just sees me as his employee. I don't know when or how he became this way... It hurts.