i feel like im running out of time. im in my 20s and soon i will be graduating from college but theres just this heavy feeling that im running out of time. i need to drown myself in school and work so i can provide for my siblings, but i feel like this should be my parents' problem? although i deeply understand why our financial status is on the ruins but at this point i can see clear as day that these are just a resul of a parent's poor financial decisions. im so tired, im so very tired. i wan to have nice things too. i want to be able to enter a new semester in school without thinking about bills. i want to be able to live without having to ask for financial help to other people and lowkey paying for it by doing everything they want