I felt like crying when I wanted to eat right now. I know it sounds really stupid but I'm just scared I'm never gonna lose this weight. My family is too broke for the gym or any equipment, I can't walk outside due to paranoia with ICE being in my town. I just don't want to be like this anymore. I regret not playing football anymore in highschool, I regret not taking this seriously when I was younger. I just feel like I'm rotting doing nothing. 19, unemployed, I have no friends besides people online and I feel like everything's over already for me. I just want to be better.
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