Hey Mosheh I almost texted you today. I was going to say "hey, how are you doing" but I changed my mind. Really I'm forcing myself to want things to be okay again but I know very well that they won't. Everyone else can move on. You did. So why can't I? I thought about you a lot today. Went out to the mall today but I was still just thinking about you. Just get out of my mind. How are you actually? I hope I'll find out some day. You're on school holidays and I hope that you're resting and making atleast the most out of the holidays. I hope I won't miss you forever. It's suffocating and it's killing me. This just show's how much I loved you and how much I still do. You pushed me completely out of your life. You blocked me on tiktok. Blocked me from seeing your statuses. Blocked me from seeing your profile picture. Probably blocked my number too but it's okay. Just know that I'm not perfect. I never said I was. But damn why did you completely shut me out like that.