i started highschool recently and i havent found my own friendgroup i feel like i belong in i have to just accustom myself and my humour with everyone else for the sake of being friends with them and every time they get to go out go do some karaoke get some food i cant do it because of my parents and money i personally am multifandom but no one in my skl is and its very academically competitive so whenever my exams come around i wanna cry because i never get to acheive the highest