I’ve come to realize that I can’t live with myself conforming and pretending to just be what society expects me to be. And that there isn’t really a place for me in this society, bo matter what I do. I’m nonbinary and my disphoria is so fucking annoying. I wish I wanted to be a boy. Don’t get me wrong, beings a trans man would stuck be awful, and come with its horrible parts to it. But being gender non conforming , it feels like hell. The world isn’t built for somone who isn’t either a boy or girl, and I can’t get someone to perceive me as neither. Fuck I don’t know how I’m supposed to do this, it’s all I can think about and I’m so uncomfortable. I don’t even hate my body, I wish I fucking did. I hate how uncomfortable talking to someone feels or going anywhere feels. I don’t know what to fucking do. With being a trans man I feel like there’s a way out yk? An end goal. But there’s no light at the end of my tunnel. Society dosnt have a fucking role for me to be accepted as. I need queer