I confronted my friend about an issue I had with him. He slept with a girl I like, and he offered to stop talking to her if I was around and felt really uncomfortable. I told him that they both are single and just enjoying life anyway, nothing serious, made some jokes and played it cool. Not mad at anyone but I still feel like a loser, I feel so much envy of my friend. The way every time he made a joke so casually about that situation like nothing, the way just every girl always talks to him and never me. We both believe we're very similar in a LOT of aspects, so why does everyone still prefer him? The worst part is that I feel sad, but also kinda happy for him cause he's super autistic and anxious, and this whole thing brought him a lot of confidence.