i just can't win. No matter what i do right now i just can't have a victory that lasts longer than a few seconds. Imposter syndrome is devouring me alive. My partner assures me im seen but when i need them most they run from the scene because i become too much to handle (which in their defense, is understandable.) in my field im always just good enough. Im on the map, but when it's something i make on my own it's seen as mediocre even if the same love and care or more so is placed on the personal projects than the group collaborations that go farther. I just want for once to bask in a victory of my own. I just want for once to be the best at something. Because right now im the best at being eh.
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