I hate myself and there's nothing I can do that makes me feel better because I've always hated myself it's what the world has taught me to do from the moment I started school to the moment I left I barely felt like I was worth keeping around because all that happened around me is people or upset and angry and I always blamed myself it's true I have been called beautiful pretty smart and talented but it always feels like lies because no one really cares until you're gone, if they knew my hatred. I would Have help but.. the Help just wants my money and nothing more. I have been dehumanized by my job treated like a moron because im autistic and i dont work fast enough.
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