I CAN'T EVEN FUCKING CRY. IM BAWLING MY FUCKINGEYES OUT AND FUCKING CLAWING AWAY AT THIS FUCKING SKIN OF MINE AND I CANT FUCKING CRY RIGHT. I CANT DO ANYTHING FUCKING RIGHT. I HURT EVERYONE AROUND ME IM A FUCKING HORRIBLE PERSON. FUCK IM SO GOD DAMN PATHETIC I CANT BELIEVE I TRICKED HER INTO EVEN LIKING ME IM FUCKING IT UP AND ITS MY FAULT AGAIN. CANT IJUST STOP EXISTING- IM YELLING AT FUCKING NOTHING- IM HUGGING MYSELF IN A PATHETIC ATTEMPT TO FEEL SOMETHING. I CANT EVEN SAY WHAT I WANT I CANT EVEN FEEL NOT GUILTY ABOUT YELLNG ON THE FUCKING INTERNET I. SO FUCKING STUPID AND PATHETIC. FUCK.FUCK IM SORRYBFUCK I CANT FUCKING .