I dont understand what wrong with me. I genuinely feel so much disgust for people who are empathetic to others, which is insane because I used to be so empathetic. for the past year, my so-called friends or things ig have mentally tortured me during the worst time of my life. ever since both of my grandparents died back to back, my things have acted more and more disrespectful to me, insulting me, making jokes on how I won't be able to make it through the career I've chosen, not apologizing unless someone ELSE has told them they took it too far (they dont come to that conclusion themselves), etc. after months of isolation, rejection, and betrayal ive broken off from them and become more quiet and introverted. but ive noticed im now so clinical and pragmatic. whenever I see them empathizing with someone, I have this disgust of them, like I believe they're immature and naive for empathy (which is wrong I know). I just can't help but feel like empathy is futile, but I can't help to care