SHIT. FUCK. FUCK FUCK FUCK. I FUCKING DID IT AGAIN. I FUCKING DID IT A FUCKING GAIN. IM FUCKING UP ALL MY GOD DAMN RELATIONSHIPS. I HAD SOMEONE WHO LIKED ME AND I WAS IN LOVE AND I FUCKED IT UP AGAIN. FUCK. I'M SUCH A FUCKING DEGEN. I CAN'T FUCKING DO A DAMN THING RIGHT FOR MY GOD FUCKED LIFE.