Whats the point in even writing, studying, or drawing if I'm gonna kill myself? I mean, sure, I can die with some skills, but I don't know why I should do anything anymore. Especially when all the people in my life care about is me graduating. Too bad they don't know that their efforts will go to waste. I'm not gonna make it past 18. Why would I? This world is already as corrupted as is, I can't imagine it years later.